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GOD DAMN. Have you ever just had one of those days where all you want to do is scream and cry? That is me today. I feel like everything in the world that I know has just been turned upside down, and I don't know how to re attach the pieces. I wish I could have my twin back, the way things were with him, before we screwed each other over about 3947374 times. And I wish I could have my summer boy back, because he's making my life living hell right now, he won't give me the time of day, so- I'm sorry I'm far from being a perfect girlfriend, but I want to make this friendship work, so, please try. I'm asking for a second chance, you should at least give me that much. I really miss Jillian and Lora, they are my loves, I trust them with my life, because I know that throughout everything, they haven't left me, and they wont leave me anytime soon. My rents are getting on my nerves lately, never giving me peace, so my only sanity? A boy I like to call CB, he's heaven on earth.