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Today was some what of a roller coaster day, the morning was alright, I like math because of Stefanie and Allison, they make me laugh, English? My teacher isn't the brightest crayon in the box, in fact, she's not even a color, or a shade, she's just dull. All afternoon I felt like crying, I had to cancel my guidance appointment because I couldn't legit tell my friend I had some issues to sort out, so I lied and said I'd chill with her during spare instead. The only thing that truly cheered me up was hanging out with my second mom. She understands everything that I tell her, unlike my actual mom. I felt relieved after telling her about everything that's going on. In fact, I've decided I'm ready to stop missing you, because we tried it, and it didn't work, and I can live with that. It's hard to let go, but as soon as I do, I will be better then ever before.

Oh yes, and I'm getting my nose pierced! 

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